Tenderness

Speak tenderly to yourself - cherish the child within.

I often think I got it backwards. I was incredibly precocious as a child - always wanted to grow up, be older, work. I stayed in from recess to do box after box of worksheets - math, english, whatever I could get my hands on - I craved knowledge. I wanted to understand everything: the way things were, the reason they were, how you could interact with them, what THAT meant - EVERYTHING. The only thing that didn't make sense to me was other people! :-) Kids were mean - adults, it seemed, were patient and understanding and willing to help! They wanted us to learn and grow and build and create! I wanted to be just like them instead of the kids on the playground who pulled your hair and called you names. I seem to have always been "beyond" that.. or at least sneakier about it.

Somewhere around age 19 I rebelled against myself and decided to enjoy my childhood! Only... I was now at an age where being "childish" was inappropriate. And I momentarily let that deter me.

Only.... here's the thing. Sidewalk chalk - is good for you! And using it outside in the sunshine means you get more vitamin D so... there's that. Laughter, playtime, NAPTIME! open eyes, curiosity, passion for life - these are things I identify as some of the best things about childhood and I'm not willing to give any of these up.

If I look carefully - the only thing I was forgetting was the laughter. Why take things so seriously all the time?! I'm not saying we should be reckless - but if we trust ourselves to make good decisions and do what WE feel is "right" then we should let go and laugh! Take care of yourself and be gentle.

I think most of us are still children at heart.. we are hurt just as easily and we crave knowledge, love, and attention. We just think we're all grown up...

Love,

M