If I cannot change, fundamentally, then my progression, my journey is atop a point, not along a line or progression, there is no shape to it, no function to describe it.
And yet, if there is an infinite amount of space within each point, might it be possible for me to take an infinite journey without moving? It is, perhaps, all relative? How can I simultaneously travel an infinite distance and not make progress in any measurable way?
If god is the infinite and we strive to approach him as we reach biological equilibrium then we only reach him when we ourselves become infinite.
But how can positive equal negative and tangible equal intangible?
How can opposites equal each other?
Why are things the way they are?
Why do we seek to understand it by creating a system of rules that cannot possible explain it!? Why do we put ourselves through it?
What's the point in asking why?
I saw somewhere today a quote saying something to the effect of "do not seek to understand it, just turn it over to a higher power and you will be shown the way".
How?
It seems contrary to being.. alive.. to not question anything. it seems, to me, counterintuitive. I understand that some things "are they way they are". No explanation, no independent thought just... belief, faith. But I still say.. "why?" Why trust, why believe?
I can see the appeal of that kind of strength in belief. But I do not think it possible for me. I cannot accept that infinity = -1/12...
M
